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November 21st, 2009

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there's so many things that i want to do.

1. hello kitty's 35th anniversary tour [tickets damn expensive. no photo-taking, can only stay there for 2 hours, sigh, it's plain extortion. ):]
2. kusu island, sister island, cycling at pulau ubin, sun-tanning at sentosa, singapore zoo, night safari, watch movies... [ i cant think of anymore now.. ] with my baby boy.. (where to get money?)
3. meet up with girlfriends.
4. buy many many new clothes.
5. get myself a new ipod.
6. change my phone!!!!!
7. i feel like going for dance classes :/
8. get hyped up for A division!
9. finish all my story books! got many many lor..

sigh, so many things i want to do. so places i want to go. my entire world now has only got my baby boy, girlfriends, studies and netball trainings.

next year will be my last year in A division. i really want to make history in my last year. i dont ask for more. as long as we are able to make it into the second round, i'm contented. but of course, if we can go further, that would be the best. i kinda miss my secondary school netball days. i missed having the glory. i miss competing for the top four positions. i miss those feelings whereby the entire team fight their guts off to secure that place that belong to us. all these kind of feelings has become so so so unfamiliar. i have very good teammates. and all of us fought hard to secure a placing in the main team. we've worked hard. all that i asked for is to have the team bonding now as well as the fighting spirit, the determination we are supposed to have on court. i believe in this team. i believe we can make history. i believe we can do ourselves, mdm sin and the coaches proud. look at the amount of effort they put in for us. all that we can do to show them that we appreciate their effort is to fight hard on court. i believe that would be the best gift to them isnt it? i dont know why but this just came to my mind. we'll work hard together and strive for the best next year isnt it?

sigh, boyfriend, boyfriend. i dont like holidays... i hate holidays! ): and i've made record this week. out of 7 days, i dedicated 5 days to netball.. amazing huh? seriously, i just hate holidays lah. it's so contradicting. during school days, i cant wait for holidays to come. now that the holidays are here, i hated it to the maximum. everybody is too busy to spend time with me! boyfriend working, girlfriends studying, mummy daddy working, brother staying at home = not of any help at all. i'm dying of boredom! tsk! holiday this year just suck lah!!!

cant wait for A levels to be over. after that i'm going to work, then save up, then can go many many place with baby boy and girlfriends! (: gah, i've got a course later. need to wake up early.. i shall go and rest now..

goodnight people (:

November 19th, 2009

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ah yes, muscle aches all over again...

you know, i miss my boy but i think i need to learn and get accustomed to this because he's going NS soon right baby boy? ):
okay, i shant brood over things and pack my room, especially my study table! tsk tsk tsk, the whole room as though i just had war :/

boyfriend is working... ): i got so many place want to go, especially............... sigh, tickets expensive.. no work = no money! work = no study! no study = DIE! TSKKKKKK!

November 12th, 2009

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this is it. tomorrow's the final day of the A levels. and i'm telling you, i'm freaking nervous and panicky about everything now. whatever it is, i shall stay focus until the end of my presentation. i hope the mind is giving me enough strength to stay focus for that hour.

November 5th, 2009

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OMG!! SCHOOL TODAY IS JUST A WASTE OF TIME! PRACTICALLY DOINJG NOTHING FOR PW ): GAHHHH!

okay lah, stop complaining. anyway, i cant log into facebook and i cant read my friends' livejournal! ): this is so irritating! ): gahhhhhhhhhh...

HAHAHA, ACTUALLY, THIS CRANKY POST CAN BE IGNORED BECAUSE I DONT HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP! WAHAHAHA! I WANT TO GO HOME!! ):

October 31st, 2009

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had a fantastic workout this afternoon at plaza singapura. had an hour of spinning and the rest of the day was spent with my love. walked around town, had KFC for brunch, caught " love happens " , went far east shopping, and finally home. and my love gave me something i really wanted since last month. ohh boyfriend, boyfriend, so many surprises from you! it brings me back to the the day when you bought me a book which i yearned for dearly and uh-huh... the feeling goes :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D 

hahahaha, this is love.
loveyoubaby!

October 30th, 2009

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i want to write something but i cant seem to write anything down. forget it then, i shall not burn my braincells.
11 more days to mathematics exam. and my pure math is so screwed that i think i will totally flunk the whole paper, alongside with stupid careless mistakes that i will make in the statistics component.

damn, the lowest period of my life is here again. facing all the stress from project work, mathematics, mother tongue i just cant do anything right. breaking down soon. my system is shutting down.

i dont understand how one's mind work. what a joke. like hello, we are not blind and stupid?!?!?!

October 28th, 2009

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okay, i realized, just about an hour ago, i am not as strong as i thought. the school days are coming to an end and for once, i dread it. those tears came out from the bottom of my heart. i dont know why today but it just came. i tried to stop but the feeling was so....

emotional, yes i know. i cant help it either. i'm sorry i dropped those tears in front of you ):

someone please stop the time so that i have more time with my boyfriend? naive and childish, but that's the only wish i have now...

October 26th, 2009

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gah, freezingggg now ):

i hope i can do well enough for my math... hopefully (:
consultation tmr.
op presentation on thurs.
friday training. hopefully we got enough people(:
31st october - spinning event!
2nd november - a level mother tongue paper!
10th november - a level mathematics paper!
13th november - OP presentation!
after that, my world will revolve around...
boyfriend, friends, netball, work, and studies! (:

3 more weeks! hang in there people! (:

October 25th, 2009

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it's amazing how i cant stay up with at least just 2 hours of sleep plus minus here and there. and screw up PW big time ):

exhausted, that's what i'm feeling now. screwed up, because till now my pure math sucks! fed up, because of PW. love, comfort and happy, because i have one awesome boyfriend who loved me big time! kekeke (: uh-huh, mixture of feelings, that's probably how one should feel as the A level exams are nearing.. okay, maybe it's just me..

happy 9th month-sary my beloved boyfriend! love you love you and only you! <3! you're the best! 
 

October 18th, 2009

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the last and final stretch for year 2. i need more strength and faith, both from myself, my loved ones and my friends. i dont know if i can do the papers as well as i wanted to but nonetheless, i will still try.

i worried, for yours as well as my future. will they turn out just the way we thought it would be? then again, who knows? i might have only 2 more months with you, or i may have more. i dont know. i can only get the answer after you made your choice. whatever it is, boyfriend, i'm always here for you okay?

a great friday evening and saturday spent. oh well... the best memories are kept in our minds and hearts right, baby? iloveyou!

math math math math and more math! gosh...
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